I had been TTC for a year and a half, and honestly had almost accepted that it might not happen for us without some help. Along this journey I met some really great women who were struggling with me, most of which went on to conceive. Each time I was ecstatic and equally crushed. Each time that "cycle buddy" suddenly found other interests and just flat out wasn't there anymore. I understood at the time, they wish need someone to vent to about AF coming, out to symptom spot and squint at nonexistent lines with. They had final gotten their BFP, and were starting their new journey.

Now, I have a very different outlook bc I final won. Finally got my BFP, and there's nothing in the world that could make me drop the buddies that I still have in the midst of their pain. I'm still going to listen to everything there going through. I'm gonna invert test pics at 2am bc they can't sleep, I'm going to help them decide if the symptoms they're having are all in their head. I'm going to be that shoulder to cry on if AF shows her face, and obviously the one to celebrate the hardest if she doesn't.

After getting my BFP, then coming back to read posts it makes

me hurt with you when you want your BFP so bad bc I literally was JUST there with you. So keep your head up, I'm rooting for all of you! Baby Dust