I'm losing it!!

na

I'm 9DPO and to be honest i have lost all mental strength and can't symptom spot anymore because everytime i do I'm always proved wrong.

I have been trying for 4 years and no luck...I have completely lost hope, I have tried everything out there, been checked by a fertility specialist and all is fine with me and my husband but still no luck....We have decided on <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and our first cycle will start towards the end of January but all those months I have had negatives and i have completely broken down and don't have the srength, I'm so scared that <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> won't wotk either.

Please guys keep me in you're prayers and lots of baby dust to everyone ttc.