I went on a lovely weekend with one of my friends from work. We had planned it out for weeks, just the two of us, no work, no stress. Just two secret lovers.

Well, so I thought.

It’s the second night in, we’ve both finished watching the 3rd star-wars movie and here we are making out in his family’s vacation home.

It’s his first time, he’s sweating and nervous. I slowly slip off my shirt and reveal the lace bra I bought, his eyes were glued

He takes off his shirt and we lay back onto the bed making out, his hand in my hair. It’s so surreal it felt like I was in a movie. Everytime we broke the kiss I stared at him in awe.

Until..

We lay there, I’m completely naked and he’s wearing his Vader boxers (he’s addicted, I swear), it was silent until he says “I don’t know what I’m doing.”

I thought that he was scared so I leant over and kissed him again, only this time my hand reached into his boxers

Then he pauses, sits up and begins to stare at me.

“I’m not hard.. I think I have performance anxiety. I can’t think straight”

At first, I was really confused, but then I began stroking him. Nothing. Would. Work. He even went to watch porn but nothing would get him hard. I gave him a blowjob, he fingered me. We googled it and none of it would work.

And I feel like it’s my fault. I’m not the most stunning girl, i’ve got curves and chub. I sat there thinking “It’s because of my body, it just isn’t like the ones he’s seen” and I keep beating myself up about it. He continues to tell me that he was extremely flustered that he got to see my body and then thought I had high expectations and it freaked him out and that he’s going to see a doctor, but I feel like he won’t even try with me anymore and that honestly shatters me.

Sorry that it’s really long but I honestly need some advice. Is there a way I can help him?

UPDATE:

We’ve come home and we talked about it on the car ride back. He said he can’t get hard by himself so little horny me sent him a nude AND HE GOT HARD!!

He said it was probably the most sexiest thing he’s seen and it made me feel so much better. Only thing is I’m still unsure if he wants to have sex back here or not. I’ve asked him but he continues to say “I don’t know”. So I’ve laid off the topic and talked about starwars to keep his mind off it.

Thanks ladies for your help! It’s truely amazing 😍😍