I’ve lost my baby girl in April, i was in shocked for a long time somewhat traumatized sometimes I’d wake up and really think it was a nightmare until i couldn’t feel her kicks the ways she’d tell me she didn’t like certain foods I’ve gotten better in a way of talking about what happened. I miss her i get mad every time i see someone being able to have their daughter seeing all these clothing she would’ve weared somehow im still traumatized because i still have the need to make her nursery host a babyshower like if it never happened. I want another baby but my boyfriend says he wants to wait but i know he really wants another child. Its hurting me mentally.