I couldn’t believe what my eyes were seeing sitting in the room for my first ultrasound of my second pregnancy... I’m not ashamed or afraid to tell my story - my baby’s father wanted an abortion and so after him pleading and pleading 😔 I had one- so regretful and still hurt behind that... I told him if it ever were to happen again I’m keeping it! He knew i was dead ass serious. A year later it happens again... but this time I was given twins... omg 😮 I thought God was telling me I was never supposed to do that the first time and gave me my baby back ... can you believe this dude still tried to press abortion on me again... after what I went through the first time... ?!! I told him just as i had before that I’m not having another abortion😢 and that I’m keeping my babies...he warned me I’ll be a single mother and he won’t be around to help... I told him it wouldn’t be the first time a mother would have to play both roles... hurt me to my heart how cold he could be and now we don’t even speak... i don’t even think he knows what the genders are.. i invited him to my gender reveal and he didn’t even respond😓 ... after 3 1/2years of an intimate friendship... after me compromising the first time against my better judgement...he still can act like this toward me when we were supposed to be real friends first before everything else... but such is life... and I’m just going to raise my babies up the best way I know how! identical twin boys... that means after much research that my egg reallllly just decided to split and only fraternal twins run in families... so I know this was a personal message to me directly from God! God bless everyone with whatever decisions that were made and the ones that didn’t have a choice and lost their baby...all we can do now is love ourselves no matter what and do what we need to do to raise our seeds -our 2nd chance (or our 3rd or4th chance...etc)... with or without the father. Rant over ✊🏾🌈🤰🏾👶🏾👶🏾 I’m due 3/8 and I’ll be the best mother I can be to them!