I realize that I’m not the most outgoing person. I have no friends and my family is pretty busy. Do you think it’s odd to feel lonely at my age on my birthday? I’ve never been the turn up party girl and I have to pay for gas or food if I want people to hang out with me. What is wrong with me? Am I that hideous? I don’t know what I’ve done in my life to be like this. Awkward in mostly everything I do. I the super tall women that stands out with no talent. It sucks. The truth is I don’t know my purpose in life and it breaks my heart. What can I do?