So done...

I feel like I’m getting more depressed each day. I’m always in pain, one way or another. I get that some find it selfish, but I really want this kid out. I’m 100% miserable. I’m doing everything I can think of and nothing is helping. I don’t believe in the whole, “If the baby is ready.” Because there are women who never give birth and have to have a c-section. I really don’t want to have that done because I have a 3 year old who won’t get why I can’t cuddle with her 24:7 if I get that. I’m just so done... seriously.😭 sorry really wanted to vent.