So sick of seeing my period turn up every month 😩😭 I lost my first and only baby shortly after birth a while back and have been trying since but we’ve had no luck. It took us a couple of years to conceive our angel and I’m worrying that the same will happen this time. I can’t explain how difficult it is to be stress free when it comes to trying for a baby, just want that positive test in our hands more than anything. Every time I open up social media I see a new baby post and I feel awful in saying this but I get so emotional every time. It hurts so much. I hate that my body fails me every month, I can’t get my hopes up because they always end up dashed. I just want things to finally turn round and to get that happy ending 🙌🏻