I’m so so sick of this shit I’m fucking done I️GIVE UP !!!!!

I️ want a baby more then anything more then life it’s self !!! Both my friends just gave birth 2 days ago the same day same time and yesterday was my best friends baby shower EVERYONE AROUND ME IS PREGNANT OR JUST HAD BABIES I’m so fucking hurt I️ could just die from being so heart broken I️ been trying for 7 fucking years its to the point were I’m so fucking mad !!!! I’m going crazy now I️ just got out the hospital bcuz a cyst ruptured and I️ have fluid around my tubes and inside my tubes ! The fucking doctors said they can’t take that fluid out my tubes that’s bs tho !!! Why are you a doctor if u can’t do that ! Now I’m just in pain and GIVE UP I️ STRAIGHT GIVE UP!!!! There is no way to keep trying they don’t wanna take the fluid out my tubes are going to be blocked forever so fuck my life I’m done