Almost 3 mo in and I️ just feel like I’m such a bad mother- can’t do anything right 😣

Took him to my parents house for a week and he got a stuffy nose and heat rash because I️ kept messing up how to regulate the temperate there.

Brought him back home and while cutting his nails I️ sliced some skin on his finger with the nail cutter ! Bleeding and everything 😢 and then we both cried. Now I’m worried it’s going to get infected - I️ gave him a bath(which he hates and continued to cry more in) but am airing it out now ? I️ don’t even know if I️ should keep a bandaid in it ?

Still can’t get a night routine down and it doesn’t help that my husband thinks we can let him cry a little sometimes. He’s a baby, he already cries but I️ feel like at my parents house everyone gave him so much attention and here I️ try to and my husband is great at handling the home but i just feel like I️ get less support and ended up being more sleep deprived and make more mistakes with the baby - I’m constantly falling asleep nursing him still.

I️ go back to work in a week and am still crying every few days, and just feel like my baby is so sweet and wonderful I️ wish I️ was a better stronger mother for him all the time 😞 I️ feel so guilty about his finger today still 😢