going downhill

The last few months I have been struggling so much. I don't feel anything anymore. I haven't been happy, angry or sad. I've just been numb. I don't have the energy to talk or eat anymore. I can't even leave my house anymore without my anxiety taking control. I just feel so broken and trapped in my own mind. I found that all the counseling I have done over the years have only helped a little bit in certain area's. Idk I guess The constant thoughts have just been getting to me, sorry this is a useless post but I just had to vent a little