dearest besr friend that means the whole world to me and more, you are absolutely fantastical and amazing and beautiful and wonderful. you mean so much to me but i doubt youll ever know it. i kinda wish you were easier to talk to, to tell this to you without thinking you might hate me afterwards for thinking of you in such a way but thats just me being paranoid. honestly i kind of love you man but damn woman its hard to tell you but thats not your fault. i wish you would get the hint, but i wish i could tell you too. woman, i wish you could love yourself as much as i do you and someday i hope to tell you how much you mean to me and have you understand how amazing you are.