I was raped a couple of years ago by a guy i was with. Now i have this amazig guy that im with i told him about thé râpé to see if it would scare him off and it didnt which was totally différent for me and when i had told other guys. Hes never pushed for anything and told me everything was on my time. I lové him and hé loves me and ive been having thèse dreams and fanstys about us making lové idk what to doni want to but im scared ill suffer a flash back i hâve ptsd to because of thé râpé. Any thoughts?