So I've caught my boyfriend watching porn a couple times before and the last time we were at my family cabin and i went on his phone and found he was watching videos of a girl (porn star) touching herself and what not... he saw how bad it made me feel and I cried on the way home that day. He promised he'd never watch it again and that he was done with porn because he saw the way it made me feel. Yesterday I used his phone to look something up on google and I looked at his history and it was over twenty videos of porn he's been watching. I'm disgusted because it was all videos of a girl touching herself again and I feel like absolute shit. We've been together almost two years we both love each other but I'm really disgusted and disappointed that he's doing this again. Any advice 😞 makes me not want to have sex with him anymore since he's watching other girls and masturbates to it