My problem, losing track of what's most important

vmagic2 • Anime junkie married to an anime nerd. Love to watch 90`s sitcoms, and draw or paint.

I'm losing and pushing my wife away every time I fail to keep a small promise or small commitment to her. my tendency to lie so easily also has become a problem. I feel like I'm losing my wife I'm afraid to lose her she's giving me a beautiful daughter that I love so much I love her as well I'm afraid to lose this family I have. we live with my parents and they just add more fuel to the fire ,by not respecting her or my family! I can't take it anymore. I know it's my fault my parents disrespect her. I never put my foot down in the beginning. I beg them to treat her like family to see her as family. but they just make some excuse. it hurts more knowing I've done her wrong, her own family treats me better than my own family. by me keeping her here I make her suffer I don't want that anymore for her! I love her and my daughter so how much, don't need to be treated like this oh, it's unfair to her i and to my daughter. my wife has showed nothing but respect to my parents. I love my wife so much and my daughter too I just want to do what's best for them and move out of this hellhole! hopefully with my new job I will able to do that this year. and if my wife can put up with me a little bit longer I would like to make this our anniversary present