Why must my anxiety get the best of me!?

Sarah

So I had some pretty hard cramping last week. Scheduled an appointment for today (Monday) with my OB after getting blood work. My HCG levels went from 11,128-18,897 in 44 hours which isn’t double and it scared me. (And worries my doctor). Had some spotting on Saturday night that was light light pink then that night into Sunday morning I had some brown spotting. Well today at my appointment she did an ultrasound and Looks like baby is fine and measuring 6 weeks 3 days which is 2 days further then I had assumed. Heartbeat 122. She also did a pelvic exam but assured me she would not touch my cervix was only checking for a yeast infection due to me cramping still slightly. Why am I still worrying!? I cramped after and am still achy I think from the exam. And now I have a discharge but its just wet...not creamy just making my underwear wet it’s weird. I need to stop this worrying! Only making things worse :( it’s just so hard! I’ve had 2 healthy babies but my youngest is almost 6 so it’s been a long time and I’m 30 now. 😫