On the weekend I was hanging with my friend, we went on a holiday to the coast purely for the fact to be friends with benefits, but it didn’t seem like it at all?

He seemed to care and nurse me a lot more than he had before and watched movies and went to the beach and talked like girls at a slumber party.

When the time came for sex it was so much more intimate than I had imagined, we were shy at the beginning but it was so mind-blowingly amazing.

And.. I think I fell in-love. I knew before we left that he only wanted a friends with benefits thing and nothing more (he’s too busy to be in a relationship apparently). I knew that I shouldn’t let my heart win but it did and now I cannot stop thinking about him at all. We’ve come home and I’ve asked to hang out with him ore but he continues to say he’s busy. I don’t know if it’s lust or what but I’m not sure if I should feel this way.

I doubt he’ll want anything more, but a girl can dream, yeah?