i was dating the biggest narcissistic assclown ive ever met for the past year. we recently broke up and its been SO hard for me to get over him. i’ll go a few days of no contacts and then bam he’ll send me something stupid and my attentions back on him again. and then i’ll do some stupid shit like go over and hook up with him and then bam back to no contact from his side. he sent me a huge long i miss you text and then took his “girl best friend” camping with his family. which he told another friend of ours that he’s coming outta the friend zone with her but then sends me that ????? i just am so stuck in a limbo of letting go or holding on to see if he’ll change..