This is us

So I got a positive pregnancy test October 22, around the same time I saw that Kate from This is us found out she was expecting. call me crazy but I was so excited to go on this journey with her... I found out a few days later that I could be having a ectopic pregnancy. some blood tests later and a scan a week later it was confirmed.... I just had my second shot of methotrexate and really have been keeping my emotions inside me. I feel like I'm in a horrible nightmare just waiting for my hcg levels to drop to 0. then tonight I watched This is Us and I'm a mess! We were so happy to be pregnant... life just isn't fair sometimes!