I love you. I’m just too scared to tell you. It might seem cliche but I want you to make a move. I know you’ve said you loved me and I didn’t tell you back but I didn’t know how you meant it. I’m a coward and I’m sorry for that. I don’t want to lose you like I did before. It’s been months and I can’t forget how it felt. Yes, I suck at times. Yes, I get scared sometimes when you touch me. I just don’t want to disappoint you.

I broken. I’ve been broken and I’ve tried to pick up the pieces by myself but it hasn’t worked. I just get hurt more. I love you and I want to be there for you but I feel like you can do better than me.. I know you can do better than my depressed, and abused self. I feel like if I love you and I want you to have a good life then I can’t be selfish and I might have to let you go.

Love, Me