UPDATE: i feel like giving upβ€”β€”It worked! 😭😭🌈❀️

Heather β€’ πŸ’™Otto Wayne 9/7/18 πŸ’™πŸ’šOwen David 5/22/20πŸ’š

After 2+ years, 1 surgery, 3 miscarriages, 4 failed rounds of Clomid and finally 1 round of Femara, Metformin and trigger shot. It’s happening! ❀️🌈 we are expecting our rainbow baby!!!

13dpo 14dpt. I go in for a blood test tomorrow! I can’t wait to tell hubby when he wakes up!

Update: so yesterday I had a blood draw and it came back negative, I told them about the faint positives and after we hung up I took another test and got the same thing!

They are completely dumbfounded and don’t understand how I’m getting them when the blood says no. I’m going back today for a second blood drawn but I’m starting to spot and am getting cramps like my period is coming... I’m wondering if it’s possible that it’s still the trigger shot (even though it’s 16days since shot) or maybe a chemical?! I don’t know.... I just feel like this is never going to happen for us we have been hurt and disappointed in every way possible in this journey from the straight negatives to the positive that were taken away at 9wk, 6wks and 4wks- and now the positive that’s not even real... I am so tired and sick of this. This month the fertility specialist cost us $3k.... I can’t continue I don’t know how to continue... I’m angry and depressed.. this just sucks....