Went to my first ultrasound appointment 2 days ago to find no heartbeat and babe measuring 2 weeks behind. A missed miscarriage.

I️ still haven’t actually “lost” the baby as I’m waiting for nature to take its course but it’s been a real crappy day. I’ve been trying to stay strong but we JUST moved to a new state and are going over to some people’s house for Thanksgiving who we’ve only met once. I’m just not excited to pretend everything is fine and put a smile on my face. The family knows about the miscarriage too so I’m going to just get the pity looks that I️ don’t want.

Just had to vent a little to people who actually understand. Anyone else going through this too?