Look I rarely even use my instagram and I only got one cuz my bf wanted me to. When I look at other boys posts with gf’s they have their gf’s everywhere. But this kid doesn’t have a single post of me. Not even my name in his bio. It was there before and now it’s gone. It makes me feel like he embarrassed of me or doesn’t want people to know I am his gf. I freaking hate social media and just comparing myself to everyone else it gets me so angry and depressed and ugh. I can’t help it though. I don’t what kinda shit to post. My life isn’t that interesting and i’m not even photogenic for stupid selfies. And you know I feel like I do a lot for my bf. Like little things. And he never does little things. He said it himself. He said he’s too lazy. If you know it and you say you love me more than anything why do you do that? Why do you just accept laziness over me? I am so offended. I would do anything for him, and now I am just totally questioning that and my love for him and I feel awful. I never trust my feelings. I always think I am wrong. I am aren’t I?