Feeling like sh*t
I love this app and all the the encouraging and hopeful women.
However, my boyfriend and I are going through it and other personal things are creating obstacles for me in this pregnancy.
The reason why I feel like sh*t is because I’ve been contemplating on aborting my baby.
I am 8 weeks and 3 days.
I heard the heartbeat already.
I feel terrible aborting something that’s already alive inside me, needing me for survival. Also, I read about women TTC and miscarrying on this app which makes me feel even worse.
I have a healthy baby which I should be ecstatic about but I’m not.
I’m stressing out and becoming really depressed. No amount of therapy will help me and my environment in which I am living is not Ideal for a new addition.
I’m not really looking for opinions because I know there will be some women who will leave nasty ones. I guess I just needed to vent this because it is tearing me up inside and I don’t have anyone to turn to for support.
Adoption is out of the question because there are not many people looking to adopt black children and I would hate my child to grow up in the system because of me.
Edit: this is because I want to stay anonymous, I won’t be able to answer your questions individually.
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