Should I wait or just fuck it

So I haven’t had sex in 5 months and I’m freaking going crazy. I’m trying so hard to wait for my next relationship but I don’t know any more. I don’t know why but I can’t fully orgasm with a dildo or vibrator... 😑😑😑🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️