Closed for business 😢

So in 2007 I decided to tie my tubes since my kids are all a year apart and their father is a dead beat dad.. after I left their father and started to live a better life for my children I meet someone who has no kids put his school on hold to help me raise my kids, has truly been a bless to us but now my in laws are asking for grandkids and feel so bad that I can't have any more kids. I wish I could have another baby...

Just need to vent and let some stress off my shoulder..