I’ve been TTC for 13 months now and it just keeps getting harder and harder. I was supposed to go to my step dad’s family dinner yesterday, but I couldn’t. There was going to be four babies and one pregnant woman there. I couldn’t do it. I was so depressed already and being around all that would’ve killed me. My mom said it was okay and she was sorry I was hurting, but I still felt bad. How do people deal with the depression? How do people deal with the holidays and being around other babies/pregnant women?