im so hurt

Felicia

I'm tired of hurting I'm 2 days before period an he left me an I been having light cramping for week an spasms in overy an puking for three days now I wanted a baby now I regret even trying he left me bc I yelled at him he yelled at me all the time I then found him on meetme something told me to check I did an low an behold there he is so I hacked his stuff an he's trying to get off to girls an he jus left me I don't feel like he even loved me idk this is 4th time I think I should jus forget him but what if I'm pregnant an he's ignoring me blocked all my accounts an it seems he don't care I been crying an puking an stuff an idk what is going on I am taking a test today once my mom brings one I'm scared in a way bc. I wanted one an now idk what to even think this will be my 5th kid ifso but I've never felt spasms before