im beyond frustrated...me and bf been trying for years..physically been checked doc said we are a go for baby making.. we have sex everyday ..everyday 3x's a day. This will be our first child but im bummed. my boss is trying for (another) baby. she already has one but im trying to so that was a lil weird cuz i know I've been trying longer then anyone and cant even get my one. long story short she's pregnant and im just like wtf! dont get me wrong im happy for my boss 🙌🙌when will my time come again! i was there i was pregnant i was happy ass can be i was about to be a mother. now im still tryna accept the fact its taking me this long for one baby. i hope i twins. im so devastated. im nothing but happy for my boss but its alil hard for me to take in. i want the belly, the kicks, the pain, i want it all. i no pregnancy is nothing to be happy about but if you haven't been trying for 5+ years your opinion doesn't matter too me, ive heard god will bless me pray about it. i do but that doesnt mean i cant vent and grief my last baby who should be here its just not fair.. motherhood IS one of most beautiful things to experience. creating life ! i want that. so please everyone PLEASE send me some baby 👪dust. this baby fever is breaking me down mentally...im just trying to start a family with the man i love 💘