13 months ttc baby #1

Miscarried 13 months ago, been trying since. Miscarried again 7 weeks ago, I feel like giving up. I don’t know what to do and don’t know if I can handle another miscarriage. I just want a baby.

I hate seeing other people who are pregnant or seeing babies. I feel so jealous and i am constantly on here and Ovia working everything out and every month I try not too and end up stressing again. I hate this. It’s not easy!!!