Is it a sign?

Just came back from a movie with my loving hubby to find that my dogs chewed up a stuffed animal I received while I was in the hospital when we lost our first and only child. I found the remains of this stuffed animal on the floor and it looks like a sperm going to implant an egg?

Picture below: (String and piece of fluff = sperm, eye ball = egg)

My period is 4 days late but haven’t gotten a BFP. But also didn’t get a BFP with last pregnancy until I was 8 weeks pregnant...

Am I being too hopeful?!