Okay so, I meet this guy online and we ended up talking and having good conversations so we ended up meeting. We meet at the mall parking lot and we went to a bar to go have drinks. We had such a good time, and he said it during then after. He wanted to see me again, so we talked some more and then I drove to his place that weekend. We went to breakfast, and again we had such a good day. He didn’t want me to leave later that evening and neither did I. We still talked during the week and the flirting got a little more. At this point he’s been extremely respectful of me and he didn’t try anything he didn’t talk about anything like that. I even said I like how things are going slow and how good it made me feel that he wanted to get to know me. I then said a short while later that I did like him in that way and I did want more and he If did too I wouldn’t stop it. So the next time we hung out he wrapped his arms around me as we walked and was saying cute things to me. He liked how chill I was and easy going, he liked how easy it was to talk to me. So now it’s about 3 weeks or so since we’ve known the other and I’m at his house that following weekend. We go into his room and we’re like so what do we watch on Netflix, we’re laughing and going though thjnfs and we end up picking a movie. So we’re laying down and in the middle of the movie he gets closer to be and holds me. I was so happy and I just wanted to not leave. He ended up slowly running his hands over me and saying wow your skin is so soft I love it. He was becoming turned on and really into me. We ended up sleeping together and had really good sex. He said it during , he knew I was enjoying it because of how vocal I am. Then even after he was the first one to talk and said wow that was so good and he kissed me. I then noticed that there was cum on the bed and he was wearing a condom so I was like oh ... that must have come from me. I’ve never done that so I told him that and he’s like wow I’m sorry you’ve never had that . He also said I wasn’t the first girl to tell him he’s the first guy to make me cum like that specifically. We got dressed and I didn’t want to leave and he sad I wish you didn’t have to go. I had to meet my friend and I made myself late because I just wanted to spend more time with him. Once I finally did leave he hugged me then walked me to the door kissed me a few times then said let me walk you out. So he told me to drive safe , and that he was going to be busy that weekend (this last weekend, because of work and family stuff ) so I said okay no biggie jjst let know and we can hang out when you’re free. He said mostly definitely then brought me back in to him for a few kisses. Then he said goodbye and went inside. We didn’t talk that week because we both were busy but I ended up seeing on social media he hung with some friends that weekend and he was home.. we did talk that Friday it was small talk one word reply and then I said hey if you’re not feeling it can you just tell me I just would like to know. He said oh yeah for sure and I still wanna talk and see you I’ve just been busy. Then a few days later he just opens my Snapchat’s doesn’t reply and then I find out he took me off Snapchat... I went on Instagram because I had a notification and on my notifications I saw that his name wasn’t on my likes pics that he did. So I went to look for his profile and it was gone. So I went on my art Instagram and his page was fully visible to that one and he had posted a few things. It hurt because he blocked me and ghosted me. I messaged him on instagram eight my account before he blocked me and said something like hey if you didn’t want to hang anymore I wish you would have said so. It’s been 2 weeks now and little by little its been bugging me but I’m like well that sucks it’s over but move on. The last 3 to 5 days he hasn’t left my mind. Little things remind me of him. Then the last 2 nights I’ve dreamt about him and this morning I woke up seeing his face extremely clear... why can’t I get this guy out my head we didn’t know each other long we didn’t get really close we knew about the other and their life a bit but it wasn’t at all serious. The only thing I can think about is that since we had sex and I really enjoyed it that I felt a tie. Can someone please help me !!!! :( btw I’m 22 and he the 3rd guy I’ve slept with. Now that I read it back I know how it sounds... I’m not the best explainer so please no rude comments ... please.