Help with hair dye

Reem

Hello ladies. So I know it's best to go to a professional and a salon to dye hair but I don't have the time or the money to spend so much when I can do it myself and cheaper. I have dark brown hair and I really want to go blonde. 🙈 I have seen many YouTube tutorials on using the bleach and developer but it ends up in a really light blonde and I'm looking more of a honey/golden blonde. I know box dye won't get great results but I'm willing to try. Any advice what I should use??