Heartbroken 😭

I really thought this was our month, I had all the symptoms, and really just felt it. I got way to excited and got ahead of myself. Planned that I would wait till Christmas to tell my husband but tonight I saw a little bit of blood on toilet paper when I wiped. Pretty sure that’s a sign that I’m getting my period since it was suppose to come today. I’m so over this and I’m done trying. I don’t care anymore. It hurts to much to not be able to do the one thing that women can do.