The engagement

This is suppose to be a special moment, something we talked about for a long time. I’ve told him a 1,000x about my dream proposal Ofcourse I didn’t expect him to hit ever detail but I did tell him I wanted a photographer to capture the moment. Something very important to me.

So he got a ring and he asked, he set his phone up and we danced he did a bunch of talking and then he asked.. I was pretty disappointed. But I got over it and decided we would share the video on our wedding day with friends and family. Well he got a new phone and the video got deleted. I am absolutely beside myself. And I am so upset. My bad engagement just got worse. It makes me so sad to see everyone else’s cute pictures and videos😭 Don’t get me wrong I’m greatful and have a beautiful ring. I just feel like he didn’t put much thought into it and he didn’t really care. And it’s really been bothering me. Bc it was something I was looking so fed to.