3 months, 2 miscarriages

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I was miscarrying in September when I was 7 weeks pregnant. To make sure the whole pregnancy came out they initiated a medical abortion, which was a nightmare. Both the physical and psychological pain was excruciating. Almost the whole following month was a mess. It’s been very difficult for me to deal with it

Two weeks ago I found out that I’m pregnant again. But I’m not happy. I’m bleeding again, like I did when I miscarried in September.

My heart is breaking. I feel how my body’s rejecting the pregnancy and I know it’s nature’s way but Its so frustrating and now I have to decide whether I want a medical or a surgical aborting to get all of pregnancy out. But i can’t make up my mind.

There’s so much going on in my mind, so many feelings thats hard for me to handle, it’s ruining my relationship.

I’m sad and worried all the time.

I feel pregnant but there’s no baby.

How do you deal with your miscarriages? And is there any way to prevent them?