I can’t help it I’m use to things going wrong and ending up having an early miscarriage. I’ve been having cramps back pain and the other day had some pink spotting after sex. There’s days I feel really sick like I’m pregnant... like this morning and other days I feel like I’m not like the last two days. So I wanted to make sure everything is ok to set my mind at ease. So I tested again... 3rd time and I’m not even sure how far I am since my first ultrasound isn’t until December 6th 😩😩😩

First test (4-5 days after missed period)

Second test (7-8) days after missed period:

Today’s test (according to app I’m 6 weeks about pregnant)

Test line is darker than the control so I’m hoping and taking that as a good sign that baby is still there hanging on and growing strong... my SO keeps telling me I need to stop worrying and start thinking only positive so that’s what I’m going to try and do... I need to start having faith in my body that it/I can do this.

Side note I had a dream I had the most beautiful little girl with dark curly hair like her daddy big green/hazel eyes like me/my mother and the cutest chubby cheeks I’ve ever seen in my life! I can’t wait for that reality 😍💗