Any mamas out there hate pumping?!

My baby and I never got the hang of breastfeeding. Since she was born I’ve pumped and occasionally breastfed while she was in the nicu. I didn’t know how much I was feeding her so We had to bottle feed her. Til now I’ll randomly breastfeed her to calm her down or to jst bond with her.

I used to pump every 2-3 hours for a month and a half. Now I’m doing every 6 hours sometimes 4 sometimes 10. I’m over it, I hate it, everything about it I hate. From waking up in the middle of the night to washing pump parts and bottles.

I won’t quit just yet because it’s what’s best for my baby, but I wish I can pump while laying down fast asleep..