It's been almost a year since we lost our son JaBriel Damien. He was born alseep December 26th, 2017 at 36 weeks. We have been TTC since maybe around the end of August. Early November we experienced a Chemical Pregnancy. So if and when we conceive again, the baby will be number 5 for us. We already have a 8yo DS and a 5yo DD. And tonite while I'll laying here chatting with you guys, it hit me.... What am I going to do differently in this ne,t pregnancy to increase my chances of a happier ending? Our son passed away because there was a blood clot in our placenta which blocked the good stuff from getting to him and stopped his hurt. They say it is one of those freak accidents and the chances of it happening again are slim. But I'm still worried about it. So I'm gonna take extra precautions!!! That hospital is gonna hate me because I'm gonna be running up there every time a sense something's wrong. I'm gonna try and order one of those things that allow you to listen to your baby's heartbeat at home. I'm gonna start counting kicks the second I feel the very first one. And everything else i possibly can do. My heart just can not happen another loss........