Feeling down after an abortion

Nidia • Reign Maximus’ mommy!! 👶🏽

Hi ladies, I’m 33 and have a 20 month old, I recently took a pregnancy test and it came up positive I thought it may have been from a diet I was on with these hormones. I told my boyfriend and he seemed fine with the situation. I, of course felt over whelmed with the thought of having another baby. My son is the best thing that ever happened to me but he’s a handful. It seems as tho we started the “terrible twos” way before 2!! So my decision was to get an abortion. I spoke to my bf n he said whatever I wanna do he’s here to support me. We did agree that with our work schedules now it is hard with one child, imagine two. My mom watches our son now but she also takes care of my wheel chair bound aunt and my my grandmother who has heart problems. Not to mention my mom has MS. So another child wud be way to much on us. This past Saturday i actually went thru with the abortion. I was crying there while the lady explained the procedure to me. I’ve been crying ever since. I feel like crap about my decision. I know its not the right time for another baby but I feel so irresponsible. Like I made this mistake n now I wasn’t woman enough to take care of my priorities. I need some people to talk to cuz it’s so hard to get any affection or understanding from my bf. Idk what to do... physically I’m fine but I’m an emotional wreck!!!