What would I be considered?

I'm 18. I've always thought I was straight. I remember telling my friends I was bi once as kind of a joke- it's a long story- anyways they accepted it but I didn't feel like me. I felt uncomfortable . I'm into guys I know that for sure. Sexually too. And then there's girls. I can see myself dating a female, kissing them and holding hands. But I can't see myself having sex with a girl 🤷‍♀️ it's weird to me. I came across the word 'homoromantic' and that makes more sense but I'm still confused . I told my friend about it and she thought I was just curious but I remember when I had my first 'girl crush' and that was 12. It's happened a few times after that too. The emotions are there just not sexually :p