After beginning my recovery in April, I have relapsed multiple times, and still have a good amount of issues when it comes to loving my body. It feels intimidating to be surrounded by so many healthy people, namely because my ED is quick to tell me: "They're all prettier than you." I still feel at a loss. I don't know how to quiet my disorder. I just want to enjoy my life, but I'm constantly stressed over what I'm eating, what I'm doing to burn calories, whether or not I'm losing/gaining weight, etc. Anyone have any tips? Or anything? Thanks.