Next week marks the anniversary of when I lost my little one. 1 year on and not once have I seen them 2 lines on a test since then. What is wrong with me? First my body isn’t good enough to hold a pregnancy, and now it’s so shit it won’t even fall pregnant again. I actually can’t cope. I’ve done the whole no longer trying, I’ve just had fun with it. And look I’m still here wondering why I can’t fall pregnant! Then the worst thing is today my best friend calls me and tells me shes pregnant, and guess what some how she fell pregnant on the pill. My body can’t even fall pregnant when I’m trying let alone not f*ing trying.

I give up😭😭 clearly not meant to be a mum😭💔