Seems like my relationship is going under water.. Everything is my fault all the time, I get blamed for things i did not do..

All my life I've been the fuck up in my family or the black sheep! I can never do anything right, any and everything I do is wrong.. Well i just dont know anymore.. Im tired of being hurt, lied to, cheated on etc. My partner and I are going on 7 months now but we dated in high school almost 20 yrs ago! We were high school sweethearts.. 💖😘😍 until he broke it off cuz he thought I cheated on him..