So I thought since I've been gone for so long I should update y'all on all my happenings.

Well I'm still dealing with the abuse from my ex. Although there was one day he watched me break down without me noticing and decided to get himself some god damn help from a school councillor. That and he started dating my friend Janesta about 3 weeks afterwards (I knew they liked each other WHILE him and I were still together). They broke up a couple weeks ago because janestas parents knew something was wrong with the way he was treating her. But they might get back together.

I couldn't deal with the pain and went and found myself some new friends. Except two of the guys are "in love" with me. Ones named Aidan and the others named Conner. Aidan has had a giant crush on me since grade 5 (that's 6 years for y'all). And broke up with his girlfriend telling her she was his "second kealey". And then Conner just fell for me but I just don't have the same feelings for him 🤷🏼‍♀️.

And i quickly learned I am SOOOOOOO not ready for the dating world again. Because I compare everyone to my ex and I still need some time. Although i met this girl and she's pretty chill. So I kinda hope we can be friends for a while and then maybe something more could happen?

Also I found out I'm demisexual as well as pansexual sooo 😂 that makes sense why I don't want to just go out and date people it be touched without having a strong connection.

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