Long engagement dragging😫💍

I am getting SO impatient waiting for my wedding. Literally starting to feel like i’m going crazy. My fiancé proposed March 12, 2016 and immediately we set our wedding date to our fifth anniversary, May 14th, 2018. I knew it was gonna be awhiiiiile, but at the time I was 18, he was 19, and we were waaay beyond broke. I’ve since started my career and the budgeting/ planning is going according to plan. On our wedding day, I’ll still be 20 and my fiancé will be 22 (and 3 days lol) tons of our friends have announced engagements after us & gotten married before us through our engagement. I’m happy for them of course, but i’m also jealous. I know our wedding will be amazing (we’ll be the first of our friends to have an actual wedding which is cool) and spending two years and two months engaged will seem worth it once the day is here but HOLY CRAP there’s almost 5 months left and yes, time is moving fast but UGH not fast enough 😫😭😭 i’ve never felt antsy or impatient through the ENTIRE engagement (which is so unlike me) but a week or so after we hit the “seven months to go” mark, i’ve felt myself getting more & more impatient. Every day we’re closer than weve ever been, but every day i’m also more & more convinced that it’s never gonna get here.

i’m honestly not sure what my main point with this post was, just needing to rant as ive been going mad impatiently awaiting the day i get to marry my best friend. 😤💍❤️