Sex 2 months postpartum feels like rape 😞

Intimacy after giving birth 2 months ago has been such a struggle. My man is an amazing father, treats me like a queen, and provides for us. But I just have zero sex drive. He wants to have sex and we’ve tried it a few times. But each time the whole experience is worse for me. There’s no foreplay because I’m just repulsed by the idea. It hurts my vagina. Things that used to turn us both on now only work for him. And I basically feel like I’m being raped and just thinking “please let it be over soon”. I just let him have sex with me (I literally didn’t participate at all) and then went upstairs to take a shower and cry. I don’t know what to do. I want our intimacy back again. 😢