When you are on cycle day #100 & just want AF or bfp to reset the clock 😢😣😐

I have pushed back my peiod date about 40-50 times already...

Dr. is saying again, it could be early menopause because one hormonal number is SLIGHTLY past the normal threshold (same thing they "confirmed" in 2014 after miscarrying twins earlier that year) I'm early onset, never can have children... My baby girl turned one a couple months ago, sooooo, deja vu?)

But when asking about my symptoms, she said that no, you would not have sore breasts if you are menopausal. To this I reiterated, they have been sore for 3 weeks now... *confused look on her face with no further explanations*

She ordered a urine sample, more blood work. When I asked about a blood pregnancy test, she said it is no more accurate than a standard urine test.

So, here is to yet ANOTHER f/u ... f/u ... f/u exam on 12.22 to discuss all my normal/unremarkable results and be confused at wth is going on. [rant.closed]