I'm depressed and it's affecting my relationship

Kalin

All my life I've struggled with depression and anxiety, but I've finally met a guy who really and truly loves me. No matter how hard I try i can't shake the feelings I have in my head.. and now it's affecting my relationship. I have absolutely no sex drive whatsoever and I know it bothers him. To make me feel better he says it doesn't but I know it does.. I can't have sex if I don't feel it cause then I hate it and he knows it. What should I do? I know he hates seeing me down and I also know he has needs too, but with what's going on I just can't and it makes me feel even worse... Help me please. I don't want this to ruin my relationship.