Sooo yesterday I went to specialist about my fibroids...and it was confirmed that my Bubba is breeched. The specialist told me there is no hopes in him turning head down because it’s a big fibroid pressing against his abdomen making room for him little to none. He’s growing okay...but she said he was a little on the small side. I’m 31w2d and he’s weighing 3.8lbs. Is that on the small side?? I’m really scared and terrified , but aside from that he was very active during my ultrasound. The tech propped her hand on my stomach and he kicked , kneed , elbowed , whatever at her hand 😂😂.

Oh yeah last Thursday I had a ultrasound done and he was perfect , he was in the right spot. He was head down and turned the right way....but still it was a fibroid pressing against his face. So him becoming breeched happened all in 5 days. I’m blaming myself so hard right now even though I can’t control it. Fibroids are hereditary I was told by my doctor. My mom probably had them when she was pregnant , but she’s a bigger build than I am so they didn’t bother her nor me or my sister during the pregnancies. But by my frame so small and he only having wee room as is plus having to maneuver his way around the fibroid. It’s getting to me. I had two breakdowns yesterday , because my mind instantly started thinking about the worse case scenario.

I could reeeeaalllllyyyyy use some words of encouragement and advice since my chances of having him vaginally are really slim to none. Right now , I’m having a c-section. My mom never had one so I could really use some advice on what to expect I’m a FTM by the way.

Here’s my bubba 😍😍. I’m already attached to him , and I love him sooooo much.